Saturday, March 14, 2015

Moments

This morning I was asked the very normal question one is asked during this process... Any news?

I provided the update that we are simply waiting and they asked how long it has been and it hit me... 

19 months since our agency said yes... 

Wow. 19 months. ...

Yet only truly waiting now for 3.5 months so a long ways to go...

I received the packet to start our home study updates this week too...

I got a bit overwhelmed at these two thoughts combined together...

Yet our God in His infinite wisdom provided the gentlest and most precious reminder in the moment I needed it most.

What was it you ask? 

In our social media filled world it was actually the Instagram update of another adoptive family here in the US beginning their journey as a family. It was a congratulatory welcome to the world of their sweet little one...

Her name, it was her name.... and her beautiful dark skinned precious face...

This precious child's name was one that the Lord has impressed on our hearts and that has spurred us on in this journey.  It may not be our daughters name but it is part of her story, our story. 

Selah Joy "P"... Whomever you are, wherever you are, you may never know the people who prayed for you today....

However, this mama will always know the ways the Lord used you to encourage my weary heart on its path to my beautiful Haitian daughter, whomever she may be...

Psalm 18:30 - "As for the Lord, His way is perfect..."


Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Officially Waiting...

Yes, Yes, Yes!!!

15 1/2 months or 470 days into the process (but who's counting) and we are 

officially waiting

to be matched with our daughter.

Our Dossier entered the Haitian system officially on 11-20-2014.

Waiting is generally not something one gets excited about but I will tell you...

We are excited to be waiting!!

His timing is perfect. 

We remind ourselves of that often.

Blessed, thankful and prayerful for her sweet self.

The journey continues...


Sunday, October 26, 2014

3 months ago....

I was getting ready to embark on a trip that would forever change my heart. It brought reality to something that was only in my imagination. It solidified a desire that has only continued to grow since the day we said "Yes" to this Journey to the Fisher Five.... I have had a hard time finding time to sit and share my heart about this trip; however, one of the wonderful women I went with wrote up a small summary so alas, I can borrow, tweak and tailor it for you today. I honestly could go on for hours and hours about this experience so as me sometime. I would sum it up with the statement that it was an incredibly humbling experience. It was humbling on SO many levels. I can't wait to go back!!!

Consider this a "What Our Week Was Like" Update...  I will write a more "impactful one" later :)


We went with Heartline Ministries Haiti and stayed at the Heartline Guesthouse which was excellent. It is located in a gated "village" in an area of PAP called Tabarre. The missionary family and Haitian staff working as hosts were all very nice and it was really neat getting to know them and, not to mention, eating all of our yummy breakfasts and dinners there! The fresh squeezed Mango juice and the Haitian Beans and Rice were at the top of my list. 

This was my view for my quiet time in the mornings....


Prepped and painted the inside and outside of one of the missionary family's homes.

Visited with a family living on the coast in Titayen: Here wee had the opportunity to bring gifts (toothbrushes/toothpaste, candy and a huge bag of rice) to this family and spent a couple of hours learning about his family and how they live as fishermen in their community. We also got to take a boat ride in a handmade wooden row boat around the bay... this was the real deal. The owner of the boat shoveled water out of the bottom of the boat with a small bowl the entire way around the bay. :-) 

We spent a day working with local community leaders in setting up a student sponsorship program so that children living in the largest (and most dangerous) slum in Port-au-Prince (City Soleil) have an opportunity to attend school outside of their community. The hope is that the children will see that there is potential for them to have a life outside of the gangs and poverty that they are surrounded by within their community. We also had the opportunity to provide new shoes to ALL of the children from City Soleil who will be attending the school (around 50 kids)!


Spent a day around PAP, seeing what a REAL Haitian market (where 80% of people shop) is like - wow - and then visited all of Heartline's different ministries including the Maternity Center, Men's Discipleship Program, Women's Program, and Summer Girl's camp. It was amazing to see what Heartline has done with the properties that they have and the money they have been entrusted with!



Spent an afternoon visiting a village called Chambone to the East of PAP where Frank (Heartline's director) had helped to build a church. We gathered 45-50 children from the village and passed out toothbrushes and toothpaste and listened as Frank told us about the pastor who founded the church and his involvement there - amazing stuff - and then we went down to the river in the community and played with the kiddos. I might add here that Frank accidentally got our truck STUCK in the river and, by the grace of God, some guys in a dump truck came along and bumped it out of the hole it was in. :-) Plenty of adventure to be had!


Spent a day working with the Women's Program - helping them get their next class of ladies set up in the sponsorship program. We also worked with the teen/kids girls camp - playing, doing crafts and painting fingernails! It was so fun interacting with them and actually being a part of the work that Heartline is doing! 



Our last full day in Haiti, we visited orphanages - the first one that we visited was an orphanage that one of the Haitian staff members put Frank in contact with. They have very few resources .. one lady and a couple of helpers trying to care for 25 un-adoptable children. :-( We brought clothes and food to them. Heartline is providing education regarding sanitary practices and also providing food so that the children do not go hungry. That was a hard morning. These children NEED interaction and to be held. 


After we left that orphanage, we were able to go to the orphanage where Monica, the daughter of one of the women on our trip was living prior to the finalization of her adoption. PRAISE is that she is no longer there... she is now home in the US! This was a totally different experience from the orphanage we visited in the morning because Monica's orphanage has plenty of resources to care for the children there and most of the children are in the process of being adopted. Definitely more hope there; however, still incredible heartbreaking. We were also able to provide shoes for all of the children in the orphanage through a ministry called Samaritan's Feet. 



Needless to say, it was a super busy week! Throughout the week, we had opportunities to shop too ... :-) We visited the artisan group (Haiti Design Co-op) that started out of Heartline Ministries' Women's Program and also a group called Rebuild Globally who make handmade flip flops from upcycled tires and leather! We also were able to go to Tin City where the artisans make the art out of recycled oil drums.

There is so much more I will share; however for now this should give you a glimpse. The Lord showed himself throughout in the beauty of the country, the hearts and eyes of its people and the servant hearts of the people I served alongside. 

This was the view from our truck every morning as we left to start our day... How I wish I could be there now...


Saturday, June 28, 2014

Jennie's First Trip to Haiti

You read that right I am going to Haiti! I am privileged to have the opportunity to go on a mission trip to Port-au-Prince with an amazing organization – Heartline Ministries - Haiti. I will be going from July 27th to August 2nd and I could not be more excited. My heart for Haiti grows daily as we await the progress of our adoption and I know the opportunity to go and love on the people their and experience this new world will be life changing for me and prayerfully for the people of Haiti as well.
The ultimate goal of this trip will be to help develop long-term relationships with those we serve in order to see the Gospel advanced in Haiti. This team will consist of women only (5 from the church I attend and 17 from across the USA). One of the primary ways we will be serving is through the Women’s Program in which there are 150 Haitian women enrolled in one of several educational programs – sewing, cooking, beading, and literacy. We will be serving in various capacities depending on the current needs: there may be a large scale project such as moving into a new facility or helping to build the new Maternity Center or we will be busy doing smaller projects. We will also be serving food that some of us packed through Feed The Hunger ministry and even providing shoes and washing feet through Samaritans Feet ministry. Primarily they asked that if we wanted to go we simply needed to have a flexible attitude and a heart for loving the women of this program and the people of Haiti through the gospel!
I am writing to ask for your prayers as we prepare to embark on this adventure and to pray for me (us) as we go. Pray that the Holy Spirit would already begin working in the hearts of the people that we will encounter, allowing them to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, that they may be filled with all the fullness of God (Ephesians 3:14-21). Pray that God would prepare all of us for what He will do during our trip. Your prayers are greatly needed before, during and after so thank you! 
Thank you for sharing in this journey with me, with our family and with the people of Haiti.

Tuesday, June 10, 2014

The Journey Continues...

They say the journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step....

Well, I am not sure what step we are on but I can at least confirm we are stepping!

We THOUGHT our documents were headed to Haiti back in April; alas, we were mistaken. A couple forms later and we are back in business... such is the story of an international adoption.

Our Dossier was mailed to Haiti on 5-27-2014. 9 Months from our acceptance into the program and our official beginning date. In some ways, it felt almost like a pregnancy (well at least one of mine)! So much work and waiting and work and waiting...

It is now there... in HAITI......HAITI, yes folks that's right its finally not in the US. WOO HOO!

We have probably another 6 weeks or so... before we are officially waiting but you know,  it's totally OK. We have full confidence in HIS timing.

So again we wait and pray. We create memories. We talk about her as a family. Mia Grace and Anna Beth love to ask about "our new baby sister".  Its precious, we cherish it and we get our hearts ready to be "The Fisher Five".

I read a quote recently from an adoptive Mama and it melted my heart... what a powerful reminder it is for the journey we are on. I don't know who our princess is yet, she doesn't know me, but I sure know I am already her Mama in my heart, even as she was birthed out of another heart. What a gift her mother is giving us. What a gift we pray she sees in us, even if she never "sees" us.

"A child born to another woman calls me Mama. The magnitude of that tragedy and the depth of that privilege are not lost on me." - Jody Landers

And so we journey on....
Step by step...
Prayer by prayer...

Hebrews 11:1 - "Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen"

(photo credit: google search result)

Saturday, April 5, 2014

Movement

Months and months of hard work comprised of meetings, documentation, questions answered, documents done and redone, meetings, prayers, frustration, excitement and so much more…


Our Dossier is done and in the hands of our agency and a translator. 

WOO HOO!!

We technically have one document we are waiting on from the government that will need to go in the last step, but even that we were able to move forward as we had our fingerprints done 2 weeks early.



When I read the words “Thanks for sending your dossier. It arrived today in our offices and it’s already in translation.” I cried. Not sure what it was about those simple words but I did. And it is good. We have been in go, go, go mode and I think for that moment the reality sank in that we are getting closer.



Yes we have months and months and months of waiting ahead, but we are moving. 

One step closer… 

Closer to her. Closer to you sweet little one :).



Our precious child, we pray for your safety. You may not even be born yet so we also pray for your Mama and will always pray for her. We pray for those who will care for you. We pray for your future. Your sisters ask about you all the time. We made you a piggy bank today. We love you and you may not even be born.



"Before I formed you in the womb I knew you…” Jeremiah 1:5



What a gift this journey is for us. What a joy as we journey to you! I know the waiting will be hard, I know once we see your precious face our hearts will long for you to be home even harder than they do now; but for now, we are blessed because we have….



MOVEMENT!!!



Sunday, March 9, 2014

One Step Closer....

2 Days shy of 6 months since our acceptance into the Haiti program, our home study was approved and  in our hands!!!! 

What an exciting time as we then turned right around and mailed it off to USCIS for approval from the US Government.

What an answer to prayers! Haiti becomes a Hauge country on April 1, 2014 and we really wanted to beat the March 31st deadline to hopefully become grandfathered into the current process.

So thankful...